This is a picture of me the day of my surgery. In a few weeks I will post some new ones to show me getting skinny…hopefully!

Peace!

Ok, if you don’t know me personally, I am HUGE! I mean I have always been heavy but 2 yrs ago I fucked up my knees, one after the other and I was laid up for months. During that time I gained over 100 lbs on top of all my original fat so needless to say, I got really big and really unhealthy.

After months and months of trying to lose the weight I just physically can’t do it because no matter how much I cut back on my food intake I just can’t do any meaningful exercise to burn off extra calories.

So on March 21st I am having gastric bypass surgery. Hopefully this will work and help me to get my weight down to a more managable point so I can start doing more physical activity. It is gonna be rough cuz they actually stop your lungs during the operation and I will have a 6-8 inch scar on my chest. And worst of all there is a 10% chance I could die during the operation so this is really major surgery.

Wish me luck and if I don’t make it for some reason I wish you all well and I am glad I got to know so many really cool, kick ass people!!

Here is a link to the hospital where I will be having the surgery and more information about the procedure.

So yeah, my birthday was Tuesday Jan 23rd. Fun Fun Fun right? Yeah right. I got no birthday calls, no birthday cards, and no birthday gifts. Wow what a great birthday I had!

Birthdays suck when you are an adult cuz no one gives a fucking shit!

I have had it with this bullshit where I am nice to people and no one seems to give a flying fuck about me.

Fuck everybody! Have a nice day.

I love you all very much and I do mean EVERYONE but especially my friends and adopted family who deserve a special thank you for putting up with all my whackiness and somehow enjoying it. It’s not all gumdrops and rainbows, but when it is good it is pretty fucking fantastic…ain’t it? To all my friends, old and new, thanks for giving me a reason to keep passing the open windows. I owe you all a hug!!

I may not have too many friends, but the ones I do have make me completely forget that I hate all of mankind…hehehe.

The love I feel for all of you is dwarfed by the incredible feelings of happiness you have added to my life. I don’t ever remember smiling and laughing so much and you are all to blame for making me a much friendlier happier person.

THANK YOU!!!!!

Yippity skippity!!

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