One of my oldest fish died today. 
It was a red oscar and I can’t even remember how old it was. I wish I would have named it but I generally don’t name my fish unless they are crazy or strange in some way. It was a huge fish and all the other fish in the tank are huge too so replacing it with a new fish is gonna be hard…cuz they will get eaten!
This is really making me sad cuz I had the fish for the longest time and it seems like that fish was just always in the tank and now that it is gone I’m gonna miss it. I wish I know how it died but I think it was just old because the pH is fine, ammonia levels fine, water is clear as a bell. I hope it wasn’t me because I think I may have starved it to death. I put 100 feeders in the tank a week ago and I don’t really pay attention to make sure each oscar eats a feeder everyday. Only thing I can think is that it wasn’t eating the feeder fish and when there is feeders I don’t feed the fish food everyday so it just may have starved to death. I feel so badly right now.
